Aaack, everyday...same song and dance....I start the night before; disgusted with myself; vowing to be better the next day. I did it before...I was soooo on track; lost 55 lbs- was looking great, feeling great- then it stopped. I just stopped.WHY DID I STOP??? I have started gaining back the weight..and losing my self esteem in the process...:<( Booooo-
So anyways, I start the day off with big plans...and by 4 pm I'm craving sugar baaaad and I cave!
I just bought these jeans Friday...its Tuesday and they're already tight? HUH? I must be gaining by the second..crap! Its soo depressing. I set myself up for failure everyday...Diet pills dont hold a candle to my hunger..I swear I think I'm half cow!! I could easily graze an entire field!
This is not self love day :<(.....
On a bright note; Cruz is actually cleaning up his toys!! ( in exchange for boobie) WHOO HOO I think Ill bake a cake and eat it!! LOL joking...(sorta)
I would like to put a plug in for South beach chocolate covered soynuts...I know...soynuts? But I promise they are absolutly yummy!!! Go get yourself some!!! Plus they are only 100 calories!!
ok well I need to get to bed to be fresh for the baby's scream fest tomorrow.....6 am to 5 pm of non stop screaming...who hoooo...you know your jealous....dont lie......;,)
Ok so hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me.....and you..have a good one!
